school. bleh.

hayloooo, lovie-dovies.

*sigh*

you know i'm exhausted if i've almost fallen asleep in english class yesterday, bio today, and on bus rides to and from school.

i. need. caffeine.

and/or food.

yesterday, i hardly had anything for lunch because we hardly had anything to pack for lunch. so, i had like three sandwiches when i got home.

that is how fracking hungry i was.

aaaaandddd annoying news:

we (meaning levi and i) have been asked if we were dating.

two days in a row.

by. the. same. people.

just because we have stage chemistry does not mean we have actual chemistry.

*mumbles something*

but it's seriously effing annoying.

it feels like last year all over again (meaning the "are you dating? you two would make such a keeeyoooot couple!").

except for, i'm in an actual high school,

i don't have a date (of the opposite sex - leila, you are still my date, right? lol),

some people who i was talking to last year haven't talked to me since february,

and a certain somebody is still. dead.

i didn't get to write at auditions last night because they were very hands on. we all tried out at the same time. i'm going back tonight.

it was so much fun, though!

plus i found out we have wifi in the cafeteria/auditorium.

and it's not locked!!!1!!!1111!!!

i really hope i get a part in the play. it'll look good on transcripts and it'll be fun.

this morning, i was not hug attacked by dearest exboyf, but instead got an arm around me by one of zoezoe's senior friends.

my initial thought:

"uh, who the hell is this guy and why does he have his arm around me?"

two seconds later:

"awwwh, f*ck it."

simply because i like hugs.

p l o t  &  p a p e r  p r o j e c t

hopefully, i will get a lot of writing done this weekend while i'm camping at serpent mound.

and, hopefully the mound will help me write.

or the fact that there is no internet or cell service there.

...

*starts sobbing*

I NEED MY TWITTER!

i will surely be insane by the end of the weekend.

that or i'll sneak to bev and jim's house and hijack their internet.

...

wait, that sounds like a pretty good idea!

mwahahahahaha!

levi *is* adorable though.

really adorable.

and awesome to work with in acting.

awwwh, who'mah kidding.

that boy is freaking sexy.

but, today he kept trying to get people to pick me to read my monologue (from the first tape in the book of Thirteen Reasons Why) because a) he thought it was a good choice, b) he thought i was good at it, and c) he wanted to show the class that i can be totally serious.

because, around him, i tend to be a total clown.

like, we were totally faux ninja / cat fighting yesterday.

and we were very loud.

and he is very distracting.

the adorableness....

*sigh*

well, before i get more distracted between exhaustion and trying not to think about levi, i better go.

xoxo,

rissa