felice venerdi

it has been a long week.
even with taking monday off (i.felt.like.hell.) i'm still exhausted and have been catching up on sleep (the woes of being a theatre nerd basically = sleep deprivation) all damn week. add in that we started a full lab in chemistry today and i have a paper due on monday on Their Eyes Were Watching God in pre-ap english and i had to quit nanowrimo yet again and i've not been the most pleasant person.

plus there are a couple of people i would LOVE to allow myself to lose my temper on and have wanted to all week but i can't. siiigh. 

i have come to the conclusion that most boys are assholes.

anyways, i'm hoping for a happier weekend... i'm going to write this entire paper (i have good ideas for it, i'm just writing this to destress before i start) by sunday so kenzie and i can proofread each others' papers before they're due in second period on monday and i'm going to do laundry and possibly do my nails. maybe even tidy up the chaos that my bedroom is in to help tidy up the chaos that is my mind. even if it means i can't go to my volunteering meeting tomorrow (*sob*).

and now for your weekly fill-in-the-blanks from lauren at the little things we do... 

* a nervous habit i have is biting things. writing utensils, my knuckles, the sleeve of my shirt... nothing really disgusting. for the most part it's my knuckles. i also tend to really over apply chapstick when i get anxious.

* something that makes me sad is ignorance and abuse and how petty and materialistic people are becoming with every generation.


* today i am thankful for a weekend and then a two-day school week and then another longer weekend. my cat. my mom. my best friends. cute guy friends who smell good and tell me i'm pretty when i haven't been having a good week, let alone a good day.


* my favorite room in my house is either my momma's bedroom (that's basically our family's living space :P), our kitchen, the loft area that's almost always the toastiest room in the house and has all of our books (where do you think i am right now? :P), or my bedroom when it's not a horribly chaotic mess.


* i can't stand homophobes. people who put up walls and refuse to listen but then complain that you never talk. people who stereotype me because of the way they think i act and the way i dress. PeoPlE wHo TyPe lyKE ThiS in a piece of writing on a writing community. people who can't accept that there are other ways to do things other than their own.


* if i had an extra $100 to spend on whatever i wanted today i would quickly rebuild my closet. i have too many clothes. i want to get rid of almost all of them and get it down to where, while i might have to do laundry once every week and a half (*gasp!*)(i have enough clothes to last much longer than that right now....) i feel like it would be worth it. too many material things. i want a couple of really cute, really comfy dresses for each season :P


* the last person i hung out with was my momma. we watched BONES together. preggo bones = weepy rissa. since when is brennan actually smiley and reachable and ioqhrwetjrgbkdfn?!?!?!?!?!?!!! it makes me all snuffly.


now, off to write that stupid paper.